did i mention how much i hate myself.
I hate how I can never stick to things
I hate how I try to make myself something im not
I hate how I start to loose weight and fuck myself over when i see it working
I hate how I feel like I just wanna cover my body up in tattoos so no one can see how ugly it really is
I hate how I feel so low of myself
I hate how I am sitting in my house instead of outside in life
I hate how I can't take my own advice half the time
I hate how I don't listen to myself
I hate how I hate everything
I hate how I can't make someone feel 100% better
I hate how I know my parents are broken
I hate how I listened to the lies my parents told me as a child
I hate how I can't have my childhood back
I hate how I cant rewind
I hate how I can't stop myself from growing old
I hate how I can't stop time and stay 18 forever
I hate how I still can't get over the fact that im in college
I hate how I am growing up
I hate how I am crying right now
I hate how I hate the world
I hate how I know one day I won't be here.
I hate how I am scared of everyone and the world